☓ When I saw him dying in front of me, I felt numb … I couldn't believe it at first .. I couldn't believe that the most important person in my life just gone ! it's like you discovered a door that open to a part of life that you never know existed ..
like someone has reached into my chest, grasped my heart and
twisted it as they pulled it from my chest ,
it feels like I will lose my mind from the pain.
to know that I will never have him near me or see his smile,
I will never speak to him .. ever again !
As if I'm sinking into an abyss, not knowing if I will ever
be able to get out.
it is an emptiness .. way beyond loneliness
Because he died .. and all of the dream, hopes and plans that we
shared before, its died with him.
He wasn't just a person .. he was my friend, my happiness, my
dream and my life .. and now that's all gone !
Oh god help me .. I'm in shock ☓
OMFG HOW CAN YIXING DO THIS WITHOUT LIKE KILLING HIMSELF OMG ABSOLUTE PERFECTION!
oh and Luhan trying to copy him XDD
It's you that I want to snuggle up to on those
cold winter nights. You are the first breath of winter.
The cold in my throat ...